You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something, build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete
Buckminster Fuller
I played the games of raging against the system, changing the system from within and hacking the system. I burned out trying. Twice.
Somewhere along the way, I became more interested in another question: how do we create ways of living that actually allow humans and the living world to thrive?
I believe many of the systems we inherited are reaching their limits — and that periods of instability also create openings for experimentation, reinvention and change.
My particular corner of that work begins with the individual. I support unconventional humans, neurodivergent minds and regenerative worldbuilders in developing greater safety, sovereignty, conceptual flexibility and capacity to relate — so they can build lives, relationships and projects that reflect what they actually value.
My larger dream is a decentralized, mycelial network of regenerative communities experimenting with new ways of relating to ourselves, each other and the land.
But every map starts somewhere. Mine starts with the human nervous system.
C1: Nurturing Safety
On the bio-unit level I can offer a calm and grounded presence from which we can explore whatever is happening in your system.. I embody calmness.
C2: Emotional Spaciousness
I feel deeply and have learned to create spaciousness around intense emotions. The emotional empathy that has developed in my system allows me to support you through your own emotional storms in a way that you feel held and seen.
My confidence is grounded in my own authority and I will support you to center in your own sovereignty without leading you or telling you what to do.
C3: Conceptual Flexibility
On the conceptual level I can offer an agnostic, bright and flexible open mind driven by curiosity and equipped with lots of coaching models, tools and philosophical ideas. It is trained in paradigm shifting through the study of philosophy and comparative religion and the practice of Chaos Magick.
My mind is operating with a map based on the 8 Circuit Brain Model as an analysis tool. It can support you in reflection, unpacking your BS, shifting perspectives, changing your narrative and patterns of thinking and gain clarity on whatever is vexing you.
C4: Loving Hermit
I love and do as I will. I am more of a hermit and a black sheep than a socialite. My system is equipped with a huge warm heart, loads of compassion and empathy and a compass of the values of Liberation, Love, Playfulness, Balance and Rapid Evolution. With an open heart, I offer you a warm and non-judgmental space to explore whatever is alive for you while relating in genuine companionship.
The people I usually vibe with are freaks, nerds, misfits, black sheep, neurodivergent folks, rebels, solar punks and chaotic edge-dwellers.
C5: Sensual Serenity
As a sensual and hedonistic creature I am connected to the power of presence and play, awe and wonder. I can support your journey with a very grounding presence of chill serenity and a spirit of playfulness creating space for you to connect to your own somatic experience.
C6: Playful Magickian
The chaoSurfing Magickian in me has a quiver full of unconventional tools for playful and Creative experimentation with identity, perception and change. Where desired, we can work with ritual, symbolic practices, altered states and Chaos Magick — including crafting sigils as symbolic anchors for intentions and transformations you want to bring into your life.
C7: Archetypical Shapeshifter
I love working with archetypes as different modes of relating. Depending on what serves the process, you might encounter the Hermit, Healer, Lover, Sage, Rebel, Magickian, Cacao Mama or Trickster in me.
I believe a good companion can wear different faces.
C8: Silent Emptiness
From the vastness and spaciousness of my being I courageously offer you the silence of the void to speak into whatever needs release, dissolution or transformation.
Shiny documents of authority?!?
As a discordian pope I am my own authority. I do believe that direct experience is the highest authority. But if for some reason you find shiny documents of authority relevant to build trust I do actually have some to show for, because my mind loves methodology and to learn from others.
As a Transformational Coach I trained and certified with Animas Center for Coaching.
My mind was trained by 10 years of university level mindfuck with the study of Comparative Religion (no, that is not Theology), Philosophy and Political Science at the illustrous University of Heidelberg which awarded me with a Magistra Artium degree.
All the other awesome tools, insights and life hacks in my quiver I picked up along the way in different courses (Existential Therapy and Positive Psychology), trainings (Expand the Box by Possibility Management) alongside years of independent study, psychonautic exploration, embodiment practice and Chaos Magick.