
Are you moving through a chaotic life transition and overwhelmed by the uncertainty of what comes next?
Feeling the pull to reconnect with your core and reinvent your path?
Looking for ways to level up, tap into your magick and navigate life with more authenticity, clarity and agency?
Know Thyself.
Take a bite out of the Golden Apple.
Reclaim your exis-dance!
Chaos does not only destroy.
It also opens thresholds.
Together we can learn to navigate the thresholds where old maps collapse and new paths emerge.
Through transformational coaching, ritual work and mythic navigation practices, I support unconventional humans in:
- reconnecting to themselves
- reclaiming inner authority
- navigating uncertainty
- integrating altered states and initiatory experiences
- crafting more authentic ways of living, relating and creating
Ways to work with me
- 1:1 Coaching Journeys
- Ritual & Threshold Work
- Group Voyages
- The Captain’s Dojo
- Self-Paced Online Adventures
- Workshops in Berlin

The Captain’s Dojo
Navigate Chaos. Lead Your Crew. Stay Sovereign.
An 8-week online voyage for unconventional leaders, edge-walkers and regenerative worldbuilders learning to navigate uncertainty without losing themselves.
Inside the Dojo we train:
- nervous system steadiness
- signal discernment
- embodied leadership
- relational navigation
- mythic orientation
- decision-making in chaotic times
Small curated crew. Live councils.
Applied practice.Real-world integration.
For captains already feeling the call.

ORMEC
A 3-month guided treasure hunt through the territories of consciousness, nervous system regulation and transformational practice.
For psychonauts, edge-walkers and unconventional humans learning to navigate chaos without losing themselves.
Together we explore:
- survival and safety
- emotional sovereignty
- map-making and sensemaking
- social navigation
- pleasure and embodiment
- neuro-hacking and magick
- archetypes and collective intelligence
- impermanence, mystery and transformation
This is more than theory. It is a lived magical adventure.

Next Crew sails on September Equinox 2026!

Fancy a Map for your voyages?
You can now order prints of the Octomantic Maps through Ko-Fi..
Berlin-based wanderers may also request hand-delivered signed copies.

The Balanced Psychonautics Quest
Are you a psychonaut looking to explore consciousness beyond substances?
A neuro-spicy edge-dweller learning to navigate your own unique wiring?
The Balanced Psychonautics Quest is a self-paced journey through 8 dimensions of consciousness, nervous system regulation and transformational practice.
Using the maps of the 8-Circuit Model and the 8-Colored Compass of Chaos, the Quest invites you into an exploration of:
- perception
- embodiment
- emotional sovereignty
- altered states
- archetypes
- meaning-making
- magick
- transformation
Move through the territories at your own pace and develop your own navigational practice for surfing chaos with more clarity, steadiness and play.
Curious to explore the map first?
You can begin with the free Base Camp intro transmissions:
- on YouTube
- here on on site
- or through the Hillaritas Press Podcast Interview.

Chaos Compass on Substack
Dispatches and navigational tools for chaotic times.
On Chaos Compass , I share writings, maps and reflections on:
- the 8 Territories of Mind
- nervous system regulation
- transformational practice
- psychonautic integration
- mythic navigation
- living through collapse without losing yourself
For the weirdos ready to turn pro.
Hidden Treasures Podcast
You can also tune into the podcast transmissions from the deck of the Pippilotta: Hidden Treasures Podcast.
For a few weeks Captain Mavis and Captain Obvious explored the territories of consciousness through raw, unscripted conversations, reflecting on the ongoing ORMEC voyage and the adventures of its crew.

I align my work with the core values of Liberation, Love, Playfulness, Balance, and Rapid Evolution.
We live in times of accelerating change and rising uncertainty.
Many of the systems that shaped modern life are becoming unstable under the pressures of ecological crisis, technological acceleration, economic fragmentation and collective nervous system exhaustion.
These thresholds can feel disorienting.
But they also open spaces for transformation.
I believe we are being called to develop more regenerative ways of relating:
- to ourselves
- to each other
- to the living world
- and to the systems we create together
My work exists in service of that transition:
through nervous system literacy, mythic navigation, playful consciousness exploration and transformational practice.
Playful Liberation of Consciousness
That is the compass I follow.
If you want to dive deeper into the maps and paradigms behind this work, explore the Chaosophy section.
For newer writings and reflections, visit the Vortex blog or the Chaos Compass on Substack.
You can also:
- join the Telegram Channel
- subscribe to the mailing list
- attend an event
- or book a free 55 min call if you want to explore working together.