SHADOW SPIRAL
Magick. Mischief. Mourning.
A Train-the-Trickster- Training Laboratory for Pirates Who’ve Died a Few Times Already.
This is not ORMEC, RRR or the Balanced Psychonautic Quest. This final 3 months journey of the Pippilotta will sail into the Storm and take you into the Deep.
Ahoy Consciousness Pirate,
If you receive this invite it means you have sailed with the Pippilotta across the 8 Seas of Chaos before.
The Pippilotta has sailed 8 times now across the 8 seas and is inviting you back on board for a final alchemical descent into the Underworld.
You probably remember the map and know the treasures in your bones.
For this journey we invite the daring to come back on board for a journey of another kind.
You’re not here to learn.
You’re here to unlearn, unleash, and undress the ritual.
This is not a Course. This is a Cauldron.
This is where sacred grief gets fermented into gigglewine.
This is where Tricksters train each other by failing gloriously.
This is where we midwife a Gameworld.
This is invite only.
No noobs.
No idle passangers.
So if your feet still remember the salt of past voyages… If your psyche bears the glyphs of 8 completed circuits… If you have danced with the unknown, cracked codes in chaos, …and come back with scars and songs—Then this summons is for you.
We are setting sail not for new lands, but for deeper layers. A downward spiral into the alchemical shadow. A Train-the-Trickster-Training laboratory of grief-wisdom, emotional sovereignty, and myth-weaving mastery.
Welcome back to the Ship for a spiral descend into the Shadows of the Underworld.
Your shift at the Cosmic Customer Care Department begins now.
The Myth at Play
We sail with grief in our bones and gold in our gaze. The treasure is burried in the underworld – and we are its cartographers.
Captain MMM
You know the Storm of Change is here. The Wave of Faschism is rising.
The collapse of Civilization accelerates. And you know that it is the wyrd that will lead new paths into a new civilization configuration.
This Voyage is for us to level up so we can sail steady trough the storms.
This Voyage is for us to weave deeper bonds amongst a crew of magical pirates.
With the sun steadily leaving the northern hemisphere behind, join us as we set out on a journey through the shadows that remain, to dive into the autumn storms of crisis and rekindled hope – to explore the treasures we shall find in the grief it brings.
We offer a Captain that heralds the coming together of souls in deep harmony as we navigate tumultous seas, and a quartermaster with a heart of gold who carries a lantern of community and camaraderie through the winds we face.
After 8 journeys this ship now spirals deeper inwards, through the Shadowlands, the Island of Integration, the Rapids of Grief and into the wonders of living Mythopoesis. This Journey is a mythopoetic bootloader for what comes next in the Octomantic Continuum. The Emergence of a Mixed Reality Mythopoetic Multiplayer Liberation Game: MythOS – The ELF Glitch.
The Shadow Spiral Current
The Shadow Spiral
Welcome back, Spiral Dancer.
You’ve walked the maps. You’ve crossed the circuits.
Now, the map curls inward. The compass spins wyrd.
This is not a curriculum.
Not a course. A cauldron.
A laboratory for seasoned voyagers, grief-witches, and fools who’ve survived the storm—and are ready to conjure something new from its ashes.
This is a prototype Train-the-Trickster-Training.
A spiral descent beneath the known,
where you’re invited to claim your turf in the Gameworld,
hone your medicine,
craft and transmit a ritual,
and take your shift at the Cosmic Customer Care Department.
You don’t come here to absorb teachings.
You come to integrate. To alchemize. To offer.
To become a guide for those still lost in the 8 seas.
The Monastic Masterminds are no longer scripted.
They emerge from the genius of the crew.
You will lead, test, grieve, and transmit.
Not as performance. But as sacred medicine.
We call this the Shadow Spiral:
A mythopoetic descent into the Duat of the Eight Circuits…
where grief becomes gold, and each ritual re-maps the soul.
Guided by the Fool, we spiral again through the 8 Colors of Magick.
But this time…
we go deeper into the currents.
This is not a jolly ride through consciousness.
This is a stormfront.
A death and rebirth.
A burning away of what you can no longer carry…
so that you return:
lighter, stranger, aligned.
Welcome to the Shadow Spiral.
Where midwives become mentors.
Where Tricksters train.
Where mourning becomes myth.
Magick and Mischief
A Trickster’s Lab for Ritual Rebels & Bardic Buffoons
This isn’t just another group coaching cycle.
This is a bardic monastery adrift in mythic seas …a lunar-punk laboratory of mischief, magick, and metamorphic ritual.
No scripts. No gurus. Just a cauldron of cackling brilliance and co-conjured spellwork.
From September 21st to December 21st, 2025, we sail the reborn Pippilotta, our floating pirate monastery, with our octomantic order of chaos monks.
Each week, we gather in two potent portals:
Thursdays – The Sharing Circle (20:00–22:00 CET)
A hearth of resonance and holy silliness.
We witness. We reflect. We seed the spells for Sunday.
Sundays – The Monastic Mastermind (20:00–22:00 CET)
A 2-hour session of applied Octomancy.
We test transmissions, design new quests, prototype rituals, and conjure chaos in good company.
This is not passive learning.
This is a Trickster’s Dojo, a MythWeaver’s Forge, a Chaos Choir in rehearsal.
You are not a student here.
You are a fellow mischief-maker, magician, or clown-shaman casting spells into the deep for personal and collective evolution.
Bring your archetypes.
Bring your irreverence.
Bring your weirdest selves and your wildest gifts.
This is not just a voyage—it’s a spell-lab.
A dream-factory.
A cosmic comedy club where grief and joy dance dirty.
We set sail on the Equinox (September 21st) and return on the Solstice (December 21st)—with glitter in our beards, smoke in our pockets, and gold in our guts.
Hoist your flag. The Fool’s wind is blowing.
Mourning Crew
The Black Ship Sails With You Onboard
Grief is a storm no soul should weather alone.
It howls through the heart, but sings sweetest when met in kinship…
with comrades who can carry the weight of your tears, cast spells between sobs, and still cackle under the stars with you.
This return voyage is not for the faint of will or fresh sailors.
It is invite-only, a special chord for those
who have already danced the Eight Circuits,
and returned bearing scars, songs, and strange treasures.
This is the Mourning Crew:
a Circle of Masters, Tricksters, Dragonhearts, and Wyrd Weavers ready to descend into the shadowed half of the year.
Not as students. Not as seekers.
But as co-conspirators of emotional alchemy.
While Captain Lark steers the Green Crew on their own mythic vessel,
you are called back to the Black Ship, the Pippilotta herself. To seek. To spiral. To shape grief into gold, and memory into myth.
Here, your sorrow becomes spellwork. Your longing becomes lanternlight. And the treasure, as always, is the friends we find along the way.
Masters (Sliding Scale: 555 – 999 €)
Returners ready to offer medicine, level up their craft, and help chart new Octomantic territories.
Magickians (Ticket: 1001 – 2.3k €)
Devoted voyagers ready for fool metamorphosis, including 1-on-1 coaching with the Captain, or serving as patrons for the Crew. (Spots limited)
No Monks this time — only those willing to go all in.
Onboarding begins: September 5th, 2025
Voyage begins: Autumn Equinox, September 21st
Landing: Winter Solstice, December 21st
Only 13 spots aboard the Black Crew.
If your bones buzz and your inner Fool nods,
send your raven to the Captain via the channel of your choosing.
Need a parley first? The Captain will meet you at the edge of the map.
We look for the Secret – the Philosopher’s Stone, the Elixir of the Wise, Supreme Enlightenment, ‘God’ or whatever…and all the time it is carrying us about…It is the human nervous system itself.
― Robert Anton Wilson, Cosmic Trigger Volume I: Final Secret of the Illuminati
This journey is made for…
This is not a call cast to strangers.
This is a summoning for those who’ve already danced the decks of the Pippilotta, who’ve survived the tempests of the Eight Seas
and returned with scars, spells, and stories to tell.
This voyage is for the ones who know how to play the Game
and who are ready to play it again with a crew dedicated to mastery,
but deeper, darker, and with more dangerous joy.
We seek the chaos monks who feel the drumbeat still beneath their feet.
Three more moons of descent await, and this time, the storm has already landed.
Now we must learn to brave it together
to gather the grief-glinting gold buried in its wake.
Not to wait out the world, but to remake it.
You are called if you feel the stirrings
to offer your gifts through the Octomantic Map,
to shape new quests,
to test the edges of your own transmission,
to guide others through myth-as-method.
You are called if you hear the whisper:
Train the Trickster. Become the Fool.
This is not a lesson plan. It’s a vessel for the wyrd ones.
So I call…
The Crones with compost in their bones and prophecy in their pores.
The Tricksters and Fools who know the joke is the door.
The Dragon Brethren who guard grief as treasure.
The Erisian RAW Recruits itching for another initiation.
The Chaoist Allies who surf the edges of reality with mismatched socks and pirate maps.
I call the Cartographers of the Unseen.
The Midwives of Myths.
The Misfits who would be Mentors.
If the compass needle quivers as you read this,
you already know.
The ship waits.
The map curls open.
The Crew assembles.
The Spiral begins again.
Our Navigation Tools
9 Maps of the Elusive Territory and an Octomantic Compass
You know the map as a model.
Maybe you already know the new maps.
This time we look to explore them deeper.
This time we search for the spot where you feel most at home in the map. Where you are ready to set up camp and take your role in the mythopoetic Game World that is emerging.
My journey aboard the Pippilotta, sailing under the command of Captain Mavis, was a true adventure.
We traveled beneath sunny skies and through stormy seas. My goal – to learn and master the Eight-Circuit Brain System-was made possible thanks to the well- structured and thoughtfully designed course.What truly drew me in at the beginning were the eight handcrafted land cards created by Captain Mavis. I wondered whether I would be able to visit those places in my mind and bring the landscapes to life within me.
To my delight, I succeded. I received vivid images and feelings from each of the different realms and remain in awe of the experience
Captain Mavis, her quartermaster, and our wonderful crew made all this possible.
Skadi
A heartful thank to each and every one of them.
I’m sitting here, struggling to write my full experience with Captain Mavis and the voyage.
Maybe the struggle itself is testimonial enough; the results that I’ve received feel so extensive that I wonder if my story would be believable to the average person.
I’ll distill this as best as I can.
My encounter with Captain Mavis and the Pippilotta was surrounded by a curious amount of meaningful coincidences in my life.
I seemed to have found her at exactly the right time. Admittedly, I didn’t fully understand the nature of her work at first, but it became apparent that the experience she pitched was not only conspicuously in alignment with my needs and goals, but also VERY timely. It was almost as if the voyage was an answer to a prayer that I had only recently voiced.
I began the experience wishing to reach the fuller, truer version of myself, and to embody that version in the waking world.
And I succeeded at the end of it, in felt, tangible ways. The story that unfolded between the beginning and end is a tremendous gift on its own.
I asked myself difficult questions. I met amazing, imperfect, talented, complicated, beautiful people who journeyed alongside of me and did the work. I healed old wounds and gently brought closure to parts of my life that were ready for transition.
I learned a new approach to magic. The Captain has laid out a brilliant and comprehensive system. It answers questions of wholeness and balance before diving into the uncanny and the miraculous. As a result, I experienced real magic; the type of magic that can’t be reduced to coincidence, confirmation-bias or mere psychological projection.This experience is in the category of “You get what you give”. There is treasure on the voyage for the reserved and the skeptical. Everyone was welcome and celebrated.
But for those who go all in on the experience, the potential for transformation and treasure is vast.
And you’ll have an amazing story to tell.
Ze!!!
The Journey
Step One: Onboarding
Through the Vortex, Into the Spiral
If it’s been a few moons since your boots last hit the deck,
you might want a word with the Captain.
The Pippilotta’s grown stranger, wiser (maybe even weirder) since you last sailed the seast with her.
She’s shapeshifted.
The map’s been rewritten in salt and sorrow, and a new game is afoot.
A parley will help you find your bearings.
Mark your calender for Sunday, September 21st.
That’s when we gather on the Docks of the Discord,
not just to meet old friends, but to witness something rare.
For the first time in Pippilotta history,
we sail as a fleet with two Crews.
Yes, you heard that right: Crews. Plural
The Green Crew will voyage under the bold banner of Captain Lark,
guiding fresh Monks through their first Octomantic adventure.
The Black Crew (that’s you)
takes up the mantle of seasoned ritualists and storm-tested tricksters.
This opens a rare portal:
Masters aboard the Pippilotta will have chances to practice transmission,
to lead rituals, and to weave their spells into the currents guiding the new Monks.
When we drop anchor in shared harbors,
our ships will mingle, swapping myths, mayhem, and magickal memes.
But we pass through the Onboarding Vortex Ceremony together,
where intentions are set, circles cast, and our twin ships chart their course through shadow and storm.
Step Two:
The Monastic Laboratory
This voyage unfolds within a familiar Chaos Monastic container.
You know the drill.
You make your cabin your Inner Temple.
You craft your Altar.
You speak your Oath into the vortex..
But hear this: this spiral leads us straight into the storm.
So don’t overload your Oath.
Balance structure with surrender.
Design an Oath that anchors you,
but leaves you flexible enough to surf the swells as they rise.
This is no time for polished theory or hiding behind preparation.
You are called to go deeper in your experiments.
To offer rituals, exercises, and quests
rooted in the living fire of your own experience.
Find the territory where your soul stands strongest.
Claim it.
Pitch your tent there.
Hone your medicine.
Refine your transmission.
Together, we shall decide what spells and rituals are cast into the circle.
For the forces of Order:
we shall work to anchor ourselves, to storm-proof our psyches and bodies.
For the forces of Disorder:
we’ll weave our magick into the spiraling winds of the Metacrisis,
casting beacons from the edges of chaos,
summoning futures we dare to dream.
As Trickster Pirates, we chart the liminal routes.
We disrupt the rigidity that keeps old worlds alive,
and open cracks for new myths to slip through.
This is your lab.
This is your Cauldron.
Stir boldly.
The Sharing Circle
New on this spiral voyage:
We gather not just once, but twice each week,
and this second call is a Circle of Witnessing.
No maps. No teachings.
Just hearts wide open.
This is where we find the deep medicine:
in the bond of the Crew,
in the sacred art of being seen.
Our Forum of Mourning.
Our Commons of Connection.
The hearth where we speak our grief,
and are reflected not just by the Captain
but by 3 to 5 of your fellow voyagers,
each voice a mirror, each echo a blessing.
We meet every Thursday, 20:00–22:00 CET
in this space of resonance, remembrance, and ritual preparation.
In the second half of the circle,
we conspire together:
What spell shall we cast this week?
What portal shall we open on Sunday?
Here, you are invited to step into transmission.
To craft a ritual, an exercise, or a spell.
To test your medicine with the Green Crew,
and practice your facilitation in the safe embrace of kin.
This is where your gifts begin to land.
This is where leadership is seeded…not in hierarchy,
but in shared responsibility for our collective unfolding.
This Circle is our sacred space of trust,
tending, and crew coherence.
And the world to come will need such Crews—
resilient, bonded, and bold enough to face the storm together.
The Monastic Master Mind
This is where the cauldron boils.
But unlike before
this is no space of transmission from the Captain’s throne.
This is a circle of equals.
Seekers. Sorcerers. Sacred Fools.
Each one of us both mapmaker and mystery.
The Monastic Mastermind is our weekly ritual lab:
a training ground for Trickster Guides,
where the rituals are not prescribed but co-scripted.
We gather each Sunday, 20:00–22:00 CET,
to stir the alchemical brew.
The first half of the call is a a space for open dialogue, insight exchange,
and curious co-inquiry.
This is where we learn from each other’s minds and hearts.
We share meditations. Test exercises.
Speak heresies. Spill secrets. Let sparks fly.
The second half is where the spellwork begins.
Together we decide during the week what ritual to cast,
what portal to open,
what practice to anchor into the bones of this week.
These are not prefab excersices.
There is no hidden syllabus.
The magick here emerges from the genius of the Crew.
This is not a classroom.
This is a rehearsal room for new myths.
A spell-forge for future worlds.
A sacred sandbox where you test your medicine
and sharpen your ability to guide others through the wild unknown.
The Mastermind is where we learn to wield our chaos as compass, conduit, and creative fire.
Welcome to the laboratory.
You don’t just belong here…you are the magick.
This journey with Mariana has been a transformative one. An odyssey full of challenges, treasures, dangers and unexpected events. A magical training in the art of living with chaos and enjoying the waves of change, seizing every blow and every encounter as part of my intention. I enlisted in this crew as a magical pirate to reinvent myself. I learned to let go of the dead and shape my desires and my actions. I ended a relationship of mistreatment and abuse and saw the time approaching to take flight artistically again.
Mariana is an extraordinary magician of the 8 circuits and a wonderful coach who knows how to speak the language of her interlocutor and use the power of imagination and metaphors to materialize their intention and desire in the life of each one. Of all the circuits, C1 and C2 have been the ones that have given me the most work, but with their help I have been able to sustain myself in the process of embracing abandoned memories and areas of myself that are part of my totality.
We are a mystery. We are Chaos. And the beauty of chaoSurfing is to shape the form that our spirit yearns for every step of the way. Knowing that while navigating Chaos it is important to know the course of our heart. And that we are so magical that we can model reality and marvel at that miracle of journey.
Orland Verdú
Thank you, Mariana! Oh, my captain! My captain!
The Captain
The Captain’s Legend
Mischief. Maps. Metamorphosis.
You’ve sailed with her before.
You know the grip of her voice on the wind,
the way her laughter slices through grief
like moonlight on obsidian.
You knew her as Captain Mavis,
Cartographer of the Chaos Compass,
Bearer of the 8 Keys to the Circuits of Self.
She guided you through Storm and Stillness alike.
But after eight voyages… something cracked open. She descended. She multiplied. She emerged.
Captain MMM now takes the helm—
a triple-spiraled name for a woman of many selves.
She’s no longer just your Captain—
she’s a MythOS Architect,
a Trickster Matron whispering maps into being,
guiding pirates not only across circuits,
but into the heart of emergent realities.
This voyage will be her last 3 months loop ’round the 8 seas—
a final dance before the Pippilotta mutates once more.
But for now, she sails again
not to teach you who you are,
but to remind you how to become
who you’ve always been becoming.
This is the Captain’s Spiral.
The Quartermaster Nemo
Where others who have journeyed former Ormec cruises found their captaincies, the Quartermaster left his behind to seek other paths.
Formerly a purely chaotic practitioner of the magickal arts, Nemo found a calling to the priesthood of Thoth and Ma’at – devoting his time and resources to sanctify the ways of Quill and Abacus, as sacred scribe and measurer.
Under other names he sought the power of the Strong Man.
Now, under the temporary nomen of Nemo, he finds strength in the vulnerable and frail.
For the voyage into shadows, Quartermaster Nemo brings the ledger and the light, the sound and the silence.
To support, to give space, to see and to scribble your story – and despite the sanctimonious-sounding self-shagging description: a shitload of silly.”
I arrived on deck desperate, tired, and overworked. Wanting to shed my life as a slave, burn away everything and rise from the fiery corpse as a phoenixian Pan
What I really needed was rest. What I chose was to go on a MLM-therapy scheme in psycho- astro- & circumvenautic shape with a pirate hat and boots to match.
Je ne regrette rien.
When the voyage started, I had clear goals as to what to rid myself of, and who to become. Through challenges, tears, anxiety, joy, pleasure, adventure, treasure, friendship and gorram M A G I C , I shed more than I thought I carried….and rose as a completely different rose than I set out to be.
My gratitude towards the Captain and guides is only overshadowed by my gratitude and love to the Quartermaster and crew. By that I do not mean to denigrate the captain in any way, but to give extra weight to the fellowship and support the entire crew of @crew25 provided. In their own ways, all of them granted me boons and assisted me on my way to become something completely different. All of them provided a map, or a tool, or a walking stick, or a compass or a hand or an eye for my path through the abyss of radical transformation. Even those who barely spoke, was just there now and then, or even were just observing. The captain provode our ship, the quartermaste provided space, and my fellows provoked contemplation. Thank you
I gave my all, and I received multiplied more in return. Thank you
Y’all’ve assisted in making my path forward so much more interesting, my waters deeper and my soul so much larger.
Thank you
The new Quartermaster, Nemo
The Mythos of this Journey
The Divination
The Divination
Mythic Emergence Through Storm
As the eighth voyage drew to a close,
the Captain called upon a new Tarot deck,
one attuned to the spiral of the Hero’s Journey.
Not a traditional deck, but one woven with mythic recursion and archetypal echoes.
For the next Quest, she drew only one card to find the Myth.
Continuum.
Liberation. Revolution. Ascension.
This card speaks of breakage and breakthrough,
of cycles cracking open and hope rising through the wreckage.
It reminds us that evolution is rarely linear:
every descent feeds the next ascent.
And so, this Spiral begins.
Just as the winds turned September’s page,
the Captain sought deeper counsel.
She laid five cards,
one for each star in the constellation of this Quest:
- What flavor does the new Quartermaster bring to the voyage?
- What is the Mission of this journey?
- How must the Captain show up to serve best?
- How must the Crew show up to make the most of it?
- What treasures shall we seek and find?
Let it be known:
The answers were clear. The omens potent.
This will not be a quiet crossing.
The storm is real. The currents will pull you under.
You will be stripped of old armor, unmade by the winds.
But for those who hold fast through the thunder,
treasures await that only grief can unearth:
clarity, sovereignty, kinship, myth reborn.
The Pippilotta sails once more
not into sunshine,
but into the spiral eye of the storm.
And through it, a new world.
THE GRIEF-FORGED VOYAGE
A sacred return across familiar waters, now storm-stirred and gold-lit.
This is not a maiden voyage.
This is a return to the Duat, but with new eyes.
The ship is old. The crew is wiser. The waves are familiar … but this time, we sail deeper.
This is not ORMEC … it is something more distilled.
Something more alchemical.
This is a laboratory. A Cauldron. A rite.
The Mission: Ten of Swords
“From its blood rises an unexpected metamorphosis…”
This journey is not a healing balm — it is a wound ritual.
We are called to walk through endings, collapse, betrayals, and mental overkill … but not for suffering’s sake.
The ten blades pierce not just the bird, but the narrative.
We sail to die well, to grieve beautifully, and to birth a glimmer in the ash.
We do not resist the collapse…
we ride it,
spell by spell,
until the grief births a new myth.
The mission is ego death → emergence → seed of new myth.
This spiral is a reckoning.
Captain’s Role: Two of Cups
“A coming together of souls, in love, friendship, or harmony…”
The Captain, is not asked here to lead by command…
She is asked here to hold resonance. To foster magnetic coherence between souls.
She is not here to be the lighthouse…
She is the oceanic pull that invites other hearts to rise.
Hers is the art of sacred partnership, not just with crew, but with Chaos itself.
She is the grail-bearer, the bond-weaver.
She tends to the ritual of reunion.
This spiral is led by the heart.
Flavour of the Journey (via Quartermaster’s Gift): Three of Cups
“A quartermaster with a heart of gold… who carries a lantern of community…”
His pull card — the Three of Cups — is unspoken in title, but present in image:
The golden fox curled in joy among overflowing goblets.
This is the vibe of the voyage.
Despite the grief, there will be joy. Laughter. Sacred mischief.
This ship is not solemn.
It is foolish in the wisest way, singing under stormclouds, howling at the moon, raising cups to what was lost — and still choosing to love.
This spiral begins in fellowship.
The Crew Shows Up As: Queen of Pentacles
“Giving equally of her care and knowledge as her golden coins of plenty…”
This crew, though forged in grief, shows up rooted in maturity.
No longer just seekers …now guardians of wisdom and practical magick.
They arrive with offerings:
of skill, of tenderness, of woven care
And most importantly, they offer grounded abundance. They are ready not just to receive but to give.
These are not initiates. These are potential mentors.
This spiral is a collective hearth.
The Treasure We Find Five of Cups
“A glimmer of hope, love, and positivity that awaits acknowledgment…”
This journey does not promise a new identity or ecstatic breakthrough.
Instead, it offers us the rarest treasure of all:
The courage to stay with what still aches.
To find blessings in what was broken.
To drink from cups not of power — but of presence.
To hold joy and sorrow at once without needing resolution.
🖤 This is the treasure of the Black Pearl — the grief that glows.
The Captain pulled three more cards to see what deeper treasures might be found beneath the Grief:
Treasures (Six of Pentacles, The Seeker, King of Cups):
– Reciprocal community.
– Inner clarity through reflection.
– Emotional mastery amidst chaos.
The real treasure isn’t found beyond the grief, but within its depths.
This voyage offers what capitalism never could:
— A wealth of soul
— A lantern of purpose
— An inner King who rules with calm and compassion
This spiral seeks treasure through tears.
Final Layer: The Quartermaster’s Prophecy
“To step upon the Pippilotta is to enter Duat while living…”
“Expect experiences that feel both utterly new and strangely fated, as though walking in spirals rather than lines.”
He walks with the Fool and the Universe,
with a lantern in one hand, and a joke in the other.
This ship will spiral. This ship will sing. This ship will sob.
But it will arrive into deeper truth.
“The real treasure is the friends we found along the way.”
Taking part in the Chaos Magic course was more than just a journey — it was a quiet but radical shift in how I see the world and myself. There were moments, both small and strange, that I might have brushed off in the past — little signs, coincidences, invitations. But now, I recognize them as part of a much bigger, more meaningful pattern.
Looking back, I realize how often I’ve disqualified myself from being who I actually am — thinking I was too much, or not enough, or just pretending. During this course, something in me changed. I’m standing more inside myself now. I dare to be what I used to fear was “too much.” And I feel less shame about the things that once made me feel like an imposter. I know now: they were seeds of something real.
What deeply impressed me — and moved me — was the design of the course itself. The way the Quests unfolded, the blend of structure and playful surprise, the symbolic layering, the embodied weirdness of it all. I admire Mariana Pinzon not only for her brilliance but for her rare kind of mythopoetic intelligence — she’s created a vessel that’s as precise as it is wild.
And the Sensual Dinner was a highlight I’ll never forget. Meeting fellow voyagers in person, feeling how all these threads came together — it touched something deep in me. So much shifted that evening.
To Captain Mavis: thank you, from the heart. It was an honor to sail aboard the Pippi Lotta, and to witness the transformation — mine and others’. I will definitely set sail again when the time is right.
KamatCaraKali
Your Investment
Every legendary expedition, be it hunting for buried treasure or charting the elusive paths of the inner realms, demands a hearty investment of time and a coin.
Your precious coins will do more than keep the ship afloat, the captain fed and the crew on course. Nay, they fuel the funds for a grander mission, a quest for a physical Chaos Monastery and the Emergence of MythOS.
To fund this expedition we need to raise at least 8K in coin.
Time
You already know how this journey works.
The more you put in, the more you get out.
As always there is flexibility in your time investment.
You might or might not want to revisit the lectures and the scrolls.
How may experiments you do is up to you.
New is, that we shall have 2 calls per week, each of 2 hrs instead of one call that last 3-4 hrs.
Coin*
As with any pirate treasure hunt, the captain is payed for providing the ship and leading the mission. But your coin doesn’t just buy you a spot on this enchanted ship and this Lunatic Lifeboat Crew. It is the skin you put in the Game.
In this magickal marketplace, your coins do a curious dance, transforming into the most potent of spells. Think of your investment as an incantation, where your coin investment turns into a different kind of treasure.
Now since this is a prototype TTT, and not a classic course, this time you are asked to find your own magick number that you want to invest to activate this container for you. Somewhere between 555 and 999 for a Master Ticket.
For the fool Metamorphosis the Magickian Ticket still applies at 2300.
If you wish to be a benefactor, you can also by a Magicikan Ticket for any number between 1001 and 2300. With that you buy a pool of coaching sessions that you can use for yourself or gift to others in the Crew.
The Higher the number, the more Sessions you get or gift.
Pricing includes MwSt/VAT as a tribute to the German Fiscal Authorities.
*Can´t meet me at that price point?
Worry not.
I might be up for a barter in exchange for service on the ship or the overarching mission.
But only if you are a perfect fit for this crew and ready for the MythOS Service.
Talk to me to strike a barter deal.
Buy Mariana’s medicine. Give her your holy fucking Money.
Annie Xo, We Know How To Party
THE MASTER TICKET
SELF-MASTERY & GROUP LABORATORY
We have EIGHT Master tickets available.
These 8 pirates are ready to increase their Navigational Mastery, Level up their Magicks, distill their medicine, practice their transmission, and exchange insights with a gathering of trickster minds.
You’re not in for another theory-heavy course…you’re here to apply, refine, and master your craft, find your hometurf on the Map.
Time: > 5-10 hrs/week
Plan 4 hours for the meetings and at least one more hour to check the communications on deck. And up to 5 or more hours for your own experiments and practices, loggings and reporting.
You might also dedicate more time this journey to get intimate with your crew, as this journey is even more about sharing our medicine with our mates.
You will give and receive. The more you give, the more you get.
The Captain expects everyone to show up for the Sunday MMM with discipline, the Sharing Circle can be more optional, but not missed for more than once a month to keep group coherence and forge strong bonds.
The Package:
- 3 Months x Monastic Master Mind Group Sessions Sunday and Sharing Cirlce on Wednesdays
(2 hrs on Zoom each) - Weekly Voice-message support to receive reflections, inspiration for rituals, bouncing ideas, etc.
- Access to “The Balanced Psychonautics Quest” online Course
- 8 Quest Levels (8 Circuits/8 Colors)
- 5 Video Transmissions per Level
- 8 Quest-Scrolls to play with
- The Maps
- Access to the community and crew spaces on Deck (Discord server) with a resource hub and space and to exchange thoughts and reports with the current crew and past crews.
- Access to the AI- Guides in training
Coaching Sessions and packages can bee booked additionally.
Ready to step into the Storm and ride with this Crew through Death and Rebirth?
THE MAGICKIAN TICKET
THE RITE OF PASSAGE: FULL SYSTEM RESET & METAMORPHOSIS
We have FIVE Magickian tickets available.
This is for you if you know you want to go extra deep in this journey, because you you stand at the treshold of a new life path. You know that you need support in a sacred 1:1 container, to undo, release, and alchemize grief.
You can also purchase this ticket if you wish to be a benefactor of the expedition and want to gift 1:1 Sessions to others in the Crew, even if you do not need this high class support.
What you’ll get:
- Individually talored opening and closing ritual.
- 8 x 1:1 deep-dive coaching fully tailored to your unique path and current reality configuration
- Custom rituals, neuro-hacking techniques & integration work, crafted for your personal evolution
- Unravel & reprogram core narratives, belief systems & identity structures full-spectrum transformation
- High-touch guidance & direct mentorship from Captain MMM no pre-recorded fluff, this is the real deal
“If you know, you know. Step forward, and let’s begin.”
Questions and Answers
Wtf is Chaos Monastics?
This term might be new to you, but no worries. You do not have to commit to an order, a cult or any belief system! You rather get to play with any belief system you fancy. No celibacy required either *wink*.
Chaos Monastics is a practice proposed by Peter Carroll, where magicians dedicate a specific amount of time to do more intense and structured magical practice and journey within, while still being part of the everyday world. Steve Dee also recently published a book “Chaos Monks” describing more in depth how to combine the individualistic path of the chaotes with a monastic regime.
This practice has the aim to increase our commitment to the Great Work of Magick, improve our skills, or work on a greater magical project that requires more attention.
You can do this out of the comfort or discomfort of your own home or even while traveling. The world is your monastery, your playground for experimentation. In fact for some of these experiments, you will have to leave your hermits cave and go peopleling.
Joining a monastery usually has a few benefits: a community and social structure that supports the rigor of the spiritual pursuit while reclusion from the everyday world limits distractions.
We will attempt something different. We gather as a virtual/astral community dedicating ourselves for 12 weeks from Equinox to Solstice to more intentional magical practice supporting each other to go deeper with our workings and experiments.
Each of us creates an individual practice structure for ourselves and puts it on to a monastic oath to be spoken in front of the Crew. The more you commit to this practice and stick to your oath, the more empowered you will come out of this journey. The consequences of breaking your oath you have to deal with your own Inner Authority. Not even the Captain may hold you accountable here.
This is not your grandma’s spiritual program or your typical New Age fluff. The inspiration for this program comes from the discordian fringes and my own obsession to build a Chaos Monastery somewhere and live a life dedicated to the mysteries of Chaos.
No worries though, you do not need to be a full-fledged chaos magician to benefit from this practice and this expedition. This program can be an initation into Chaos Magick. Monasticism is basically about the intensity of commitment you want to explore your own territory with.
But be mindful: You buy the ticket and get on the ship, you need to stick out the trip.
No backsies.
What you mean by Octomancy?
Hard to define as it is an explorative edge for me as well.
With this word I mean the art of exploring mind, consciousness, nervous system programming, neuro hacking, and using magick to alter our experience of reality by navigating with a Map and a Compass.
The Map we use is based on the 8 Circuits of Conscioussness by Timothy Leary, as presented by Robert Anton Wilson in his book “Prometheus Rising” and Antero Alli in his books “Angel Tech” and “The 8 Circuit Brain” and given a twist on my own.
The aim of the Game on this Expedition is to download this map for your navigational use and adapt it to your needs based on the direct experience of the experiments we conduct on this journey.
We craft the Compass by merging this Map with the 8 Colored System of Magick presented by Peter Carroll.
I have assigned a Color of Magick for each Circuit as an approach to do the work of recalibrating each circuit to find the perfect balance to Surf the Waves of Chaos. Your personal color assignments may vary. You can craft the compass differently to what I will present, and make it work for you.
As we progress through the map, I will conjure each of the according colors, infusing our journey with an influx of the magical quality of each color.
Once you make these tools your own, they can serve you to assess where you are out of balance and with what kind of magicks you can work to regain a functioning balance. It can serve you as a tool for the integration of psychedelic experiences or wyrd and woo woo encounters.
What you mean by Neuro-Hacking?
For me Chaos Magick is a method of Neuro-Hacking. With Neuro-Hacking I mean tampering with the configuration of your Central Nervous Sytems. This can be done by defusing mal-adaptive programs, unlearning and re-learning, de-conditioning and re-conditioning and by changing the basic imprints.
This can be done with an understanding of how the nervous system programs developed, what needs they are trying to meet and apply different tools and hacks to shift the strategy for meeting these needs.
You can approach Neuro-Hacking from a Neuro-Science perspective, playing around with your Neuro-Transmitter Balance through supplements, diet, exercise, meditation and breathwork. Or you can enhance your attempts to meta-program with Magick.
Using altered states of consciousness, either using whatever psycho-spiritual techniques or consciousness-altering substances, opens a window of neuroplasticity, that allows the self-aware meta-programmer to hack in new information/codes into the subconscious programs and to make a conscious effort to reprogramme conditioned neuro-pathways.
I approach Chaos Magick mostly with the psychological and information model of Magick, which I find attunes most to agnostic explorers with skeptical minds such as myself.
From this perspective, I acknowledge that my reality experience is mediated by the configuration of my Central Nervous System and any attempt at changing my experience of Reality, will have to include some reprogramming of the filters of perception that have become the main Modus Operandi of my Brain.
Chaos Magick offers me a pragmatic, creative and fun approach at experimenting with any given technology to alter filters of perception, states of consciousness or Nervous System Programs to improve the User Experience at the Game of Life on Terra and attune to the cosmic dance.
It can involve as much Woo Woo as you want it to involve. It can be done with or without the use of mind-altering substances.
Do I need experience with Magick for this?
This journey can be taken as an initiation into Chaos Magick.
If you are a total Noob or never heard of Chaos Magick before, I recommend you take a ticket with more guided support though, as this is not merely a course, but a magickal expedition and I will be conjuring out of the Chaos Vortex to enhance the trip.
If you are courageous enough you can jump on the Monk ticket even without extensive previous experiences, but things might get unexpectedly wyrd and if you have little experience navigating that, you might be in for an overwhelming ride. If this feels too daunting, just take “The Balanced Psychonautics Quest” on your own time and come back to this later.
If you have already started dabbling with magick, this program will serve as accelerator in either of the ticket tiers.
A seasoned magickian might still benefit from joining the egregor of the Chaos Monk Network to intensify their magical practice and apptitude through dedication. And you will still learn a ton about using this model.
Do I need experience with Psychedelics for this?
No. You can benefit from this journey even if you have never tried psychedelics before. For this journey to make sense, you need at least experience in ritual practice, magick or spiritual work though.
During this expedition, I encourage you to not take any psychedelic trips since we want to explore the natural sensitivity of the nervous system using rituals, meditations and other challenges. Any experiments with substances you do under your own responsability.
Are there Payment Plans?
Yes. We do appreciate upfront investments but, since we are surfing chaos, we appreciate flexibility as well and have the option for 3-5 installments to be paid until the end of the expedition. Making the full investment before the expedition starts, unlocks a power of its own though.
If you cannot meet me at my magick numbers, you can tell me yours. I might or might not go for it.
Are there Scholarships available?
Well, we journey on a ship and we act as scholars… but we do not have free rides. But we have one spot as Quarter Master available for a reduced ticket and we can strike barter deals if you cannot pay in coin.
ChaoSurfing has a few needs to develop the next levels of Quest: Programmers, Marketers, Designers, Illustrators, Storytellers. In anyway, you still need to put some skin in the game, but we can talk about the number.
The Quarter Master has the job of technical support on the Monastic Master Mind Zoom calls, supporting the Crew on Discord and sending reminders for the gatherings to the rest of the Crew in exchange for a reduced ticket.
How do I know which ticket is right for me?
The best way to figure this out is on the onboarding call with the captain. But here are some pointers:
If you find yourself on the Autism spectrum and the idea of participating in Group Zoom calls feels terrifying, but you are up for participating in the discord forums, and you have a bit of experience with magick practice, the Monk ticket might be your best bet.
If you enjoy talking to others and engaging in group work, really want to geek out with fellow cartographers, and deepen your experience through group ritual, the master ticket is your best bet.
If you want to deep metaprogramming work and could use a deep mirroring guide to do so and you are ready to go all in on this expedition, the Magicikian Ticket is for you.
Why would this not be suitable for me?
You have absolutely no clue of what we have talked about in this page.
You cannot absorb long-form content.
You think believing in magick is stupid or believe practicing magick is the devil’s work.
You are comfortable where you are or afraid of change.
Your skeptical mind is so in charge, that you would be just nagging at everything presented in this journey.
How does this work with my flavour of Neuro-Spicy?
On the ADHD side of life:
The video transmissions are pre-recorded and evergreen, so you can take them in on your own pace, watch them, and listen to them in whichever way it is easier for your system to absorb information. You can even binge-watch the content ahead of departure time if you sign up early.
Also, you can download the PDF with the lecture slides and flick through them before or after taking in the videos to prime your brain with what to expect or decide if you have the bandwith to take that content in.
Some of the videos are just 20-30 min long, some up to 90 min. In the english version of the content we have created time stamps for the highlignts in the videos, so you can navigate through.
If you cannot bring enough attention to the lectures, you still get a decent bang for your buck by just reading the Quest Scrolls, and experimenting with the Quest Items, and participating on Discord/Zoom.
The monastic oath will give you a self-determined structure to work with and the whole journey a better understanding on how to play with structure to support your flow of Chaos.
On the Autism side of Life:
The content is neatly structured in 8 units with 5 chapters each, making it easier to absorb.
You can avoid the Zoom Calls if that feels too daunting and just hop on board on a Monk Ticket and put more of your time into interacting on Discord to make the most of your ride. You can also change voice message support for text message support.
Transcripts of the Videos by AI are available upon request.
On the BPD side of life:
We recognize you have your highs and lows and that you might not want to come on deck to play with the rest at times. I recommend a Master Ticket, so you can get additional support by the Captain in a more intimate setting to help you stay on course or catch up.
Is this Queerfriendly ?
Yes. Even though this journey does not have gender topics as a main focus, we embrace Queerness as part of the Kaleidoscopic Expression of Diversity of neuro-wiring. We own the awareness that on the Neuro-Spicy side of life we love to move with nuance when choosing identities and binary polarities often don´t do justice to our experience.
The captain also makes an effort to use the chosen pronouns and make the space welcoming for all genders.
But be aware: part of the journey will challenge you to lose the grip of identities, especially if they limit your growth.
What is new the Mission of the Erisian Liberation Front?
The new ELF mission consists of Playful Liberation of Consciousness.
We want to support as many of our fringe edge-dwellers to achieve higher levels of cognitive freedom, undo maladaptive auto-pilot programming, and empower them to joyfully and playfully move around Playground Earth as Agents of Change, releasing any kind of Victim Narrative of not fitting in the System, because we believe, you are meant to create a new system to make this Greyface shitshow of dystopian nightmare obsolete.
What is the Backround Story of the ORMEC flag ?
Once Upon a Time…
A bunch of messy german Discordians were pondering where to get the motivation to clean up their constantly entropy-prone place.
They decided to create a servitor with the ability to shift disorder into order and order into disorder. They called him OrMeK : Ordne Meinen Kram (order my stuff).
This servitor became very popular in our network and he evolved into an egregor with the capacity not only to shift entropy, but also to store it and dump it somewhere else, where it might be needed. You know, those places that suffocate creativity because bureaucracy and law and order have gone to an extreme.
The mission of the Pippilotta sails under the Flag of an Erisian Cabal, the EKNP (Erisian Kaos Ninja Pirates), who were very fond of working with OrMeK on different magical missions. Our mission has the aim as well to master the Balance between Order and Disorder staying on the creative side.
What do you mean with Balance of Order and Disorder?
Many folks out there think that CHAOS is the polar opposite of ORDER. Discordian philosophy invites us to a paradigm shift here and it is our mission to spread this.
CHAOS contains everything, it is the RAW force of Creation. Within Chaos, from the perception level, we can see ORDER and DISORDER as polar opposites. Neither of them is good or bad. ORDER can be creative or destructive, DISORDER can be creative or destructive. Creation and destruction we both need to keep the Harmony of everchanging life. Sometimes structures need to be destroyed so that new creations can emerge.
When we look at the territory through the lens of a map, some Chaos appears ordered and some disordered. Use another map and the same Chaos will appear differently disordered and differently ordered.
Tired of having a label of disorder for your flavor of neuro-spicy wiring? Take a look at yourself through this map and enjoy the beauty of your intricate order!
What is the path of the Psychedelicious Chonk?
In a little discordian cabal I am part of: The Ordo Dea Discordia (ODD) we call chaos monks Chonks and chaos nuns Chuns.
This monastic order dedicates itself to openly living the path of chaos and living their own madness and as such be wandering poster-boys of Chaos. This chaotemplative life has some drawbacks as it becomes more difficult to blend into mainstream society, but that is the only price we pay. We aim to live a life attuned to the flow of Chao.
This monastic order has 5 paths, one of them is the path of the Psychedelicious Chonk.
Followers of the non-prophet Sry Syadasti, these monks practice playing with different states of consciousness, to mold their own psychology in such a way, that they can enjoy whatever outer circumstances they may face. Chonks and Chuns on this path aim to reach a state of radical indifference, which might not yield an objective but at least a dispassionate-jovial perspective on the world, bringing them closer to an understanding of Chaos.
This adventure serves as an initiation into this path, if you want it to.
Courage is the key to creativity and to any relinquishing of ego structure.
Timothy Leary, Your Brain Is God
Holy smokes and golden apples!
Just sign up!
If you have read so far and this has tickeled your excitement and lust for adventure or deep desire for transformation, you might as well just take a heartfelt bite out of the golden apple and sign up!
It’s difficult for me to concisely describe the benefits and treasures gained from this experience.
I am excited to say that this model and ORMEC have helped me tremendously to better understand myself, my own values, and ethics.
During a very difficult time in my life, this journey helped me navigate my many, various troubles. It has given me an incredible amount of encouragement to experiment more in my life and to see life as an opportunity for play.
I have spent over 20 years in counseling and treatment for a variety of conditions that have caused me to struggle. The journey on the Pippilotta gave me a framework to better navigate those struggles in an intentional way. It has been a tremendous gift.
Chaosurfing is a highly valuable model for those who seek balance in their lives. It is a safe and encouraging way to push our edges and discover our own, personal balance between “chaos” and order. Not only did I learn some valuable, fundamental things about myself, but I gained skills that build upon those lessons.
It’s empowering to know that it is up to me as to whether and how I deepen these skills. It all began with quests while sailing with ORMEC. The support I felt from the captain and crew during the experience was very much needed, and I hold it all with tremendous gratitude. Whether you believe it’s neuro-hacking, comma, magic, or spiritual aid, this model allows us to F around, find out, and celebrate our own Belief System. That is until we find new BS to celebrate. 
So, with that, I just say, “YAR! Choyofaqua! It’s the pirate life for me.”
Jetzt schon zum dritten Mal habe ich mich auf der Pippi Lotta auf die Reise durch die acht Circuits der chaosmagischen See begeben – und es war wieder eine großartige Erfahrung!
Jedes Mal tauche ich tiefer in die Schaltkreise ein und nehme magisch ein Stück mehr für mich mit. Die dazugehörige Schattenarbeit und Transformation machen nicht nur Spaß, sondern bringen mich wirklich weiter. Als hochsensible Prokrastiniererin ist diese Reise für mich der perfekte Ansporn, über zwölf Wochen hinweg ernsthaft an meinen Themen zu arbeiten.
Besonders schön ist es, zu merken, dass wir alle im selben Boot sitzen – jeder hat seine Baustellen, und gemeinsam daran zu arbeiten, motiviert ungemein. Die Crew war auch dieses Mal super engagiert un der Austausch mit den anderen Teilnehmerinnen war inspirierend – es war toll, wie sehr wir uns gegenseitig bereichert haben.
Ein riesiges Dankeschön geht natürlich auch an Mavis, unsere Kapitänin! Mit ihrer unkonventionellen, charismatischen Art und ihrem riesigen Wissen hat sie das Schiff sicher durch alle Gewässer gesteuert – auch durch die stürmischen. Egal wie herausfordernd die Prozesse manchmal waren, ich wusste immer, dass ich bei ihr in den besten Händen bin.
Für mich hat es sich definitiv gelohnt, die Reise nochmal zu machen. Das Material ist so umfangreich, dass ich in dieser Runde viel mehr in die Prozesse eintauchen konnte, weil ich die Begleitvideos und Texte schon kannte. Die Unterlagen sind wirklich goldwert, um die komplexen Karten zu durchdringen – mittlerweile komme ich mit meinem „Kompass“ echt gut klar und erkenne so manche Riffe rechtzeitig, um sie zu umschiffen.
Das Beste: Die Reise hört eigentlich nie wirklich auf. Nach der Reise ist immer vor der Reise, weil die Landkarten unseres Bewusstseins eher größer als kleiner werden. Für mich ist diese regelmäßige Erkundung super wichtig – nicht nur für Magier*innen oder Hexen, sondern für alle, die sich persönlich und magisch weiterentwickeln wollen.
Also: Danke an Mavis und die ganze Crew – die Reise war wieder eine absolute Bereicherung und ich kann sie nur wärmstens empfehlen!
Helped me increase discipline and get sober of several negative habits all while allowing me to hang onto my madness and insanity, with the willpower to now weaponize it.
Being on board of Pippilotta, was truly transformative. It helped me stay afloat, as I was navigating some challenging times in my life. Each week helped me reconnect with different aspects of my being. Moving through the 8 circles—I felt my energy unblock, my clarity deepen, and my life-force return. Captain Mavis created a safe, and nurturing space where I felt held by the group and I could explore, release, and grow. I now feel more grounded, balanced, and aligned with my path. I’m deeply grateful for this journey.
I’d been meaning to explore the 8 circuit model for ages (perhaps my whole adult life), and at a time when I felt a bit lost after some shocks and a lot of ‘solve’ without much ‘coagula’ it and Antero Alli’s work had been circling me. Mariana’s course came up out of that circling and I was drawn into its orbit. I’m so glad I jumped on board!
The framework of the course and its commitments enabled me to dive deeper with the model in a powerful, coherent way, as well as bringing some much needed structure to my life. The choose your own adventure qualities of the way the course was put together meant I could forge my own journey and explore the aspects I was drawn towards. I met a bunch of excellent co-conspirators and loved to hear their insights and progress, and to play together. It helped me get back into the swing of ritual and mytho-poetic exploration, and to tap back into my own magical power and practice. I left feeling far more tuned into myself than I started.
If you’re looking for an adventure to open things up and give you magical discipline on your own terms, whilst encountering excellent travelling companions, this could be the journey for you! Why not get on a call with Captain Mavis and find out!
My journey on the Pippilotta came absolutely timely – just moved to a new country without any plan what to do next. The weekly meetings with the crew and Captn Mavis were a very stabilizing factor in those months where I had to navigate a lot of internal and external chaos, a new relationship container, cultural differences and inner disorientation.
The journey from the most material to the most etheric spheres of existence also supported me in realizing how to balance my innate strengths with the other areas of life I sometimes neglect. Thanks Captn and Crew for this extraordinary journey!
I boarded the ship scantily understanding what I was up to and woah, that was a delightful voyage.
In my life, I was waiting for some kind of permission to do “happening” of my life and during the trip, it clicked that the only permission I need is from myself.
In the final shores, I have realized that I can and am giving myself permission to be. The crew we sailed together was sublime – I have learned scads of wise thoughts.
Highly recommended for any Central Nervous System that clings to a structure to delve into Chaos and knowledge, tools, and practical experience to navigate stormy seas.
Liebe Mavis, von Herzen möchte ich mich für die Reise auf der Pippilotta bedanken. Ich bin ohne große Erwartungen an Bord gegangen und habe nicht erwartet, daß diese Reise so großartig wird .Diese Erfahrung hat mich, sowohl von meiner Persönlichen Entwicklung als auch magisch, auf den nächsten Level gehoben. Womit ich bei einem Chaosmagischen Workshop auch nicht gerecht habe, ist die Ordnung und Struktur,welche sich mir erschlossen hat und die mich in in eine innere Balance gebracht hat, nach der ich, ohne es zu Wissen, auf der Suche war. Als Sahnehäubchen habe ich tolle Menschen kennengelernt und bin auch nach der Reise noch sehr verbunden, was mein Leben bereichert und neue Abenteuer nach sich zieht. Von Herzen kann ich eine Reise auf der Pippilotta empfehlen, die Welt sieht dannach anders aus und einfach magisch…..
Hmm wo fang ich an? Am besten am Anfang. Soll ich ehrlich sein?
Ich denke ja. Nun ich bin zu diesem Kurs gekommen weil ich einfach furchtbar neugierig bin und wissen wollte um was für einen Kurs es sich denn da nun handelt. Natürlich kennt man diese Kurse wo einem viel versprochen wird und am ende kommt nicht viel bei rum. Kennen wir alle.
Mit diesem Mindset bin ich also in die ganze Geschichte eingestiegen. Was solls was soll passieren im schlimmsten fall verliere ich ein wenig Geld, im besten Fall hab ich spaß dachte ich mir.
Ehe ich mich versah war ich also ein Teil dieser Geschichte von der ich zu diesem Zeitpunkt noch gar nicht wusste was mich genau erwartet. Natürlich konnte ich mich schon etwas informieren. Aha es geht also um Leary und Wilson und Alli und Schaltkreise und Reprogramierung des Mindsets und so. klingt ja erstmal interessant (war es dann spätestens beim schauen der Videos dazu auch).
Also Ticket gebucht und abwarten was so passiert. Dann gings los. Ich will hier nicht zuviel verraten weil das den individuellen Spaß doch arg schmälern kann aber dich, lieber Reisender, erwartet ein abenteuerlicher Trip in die tiefen deines eigenen Selbst. Eine abenteuerliche Reise auf einem magischen Schiff in die stürmischen Gewässer deiner Seele.
Doch wir fürchteten uns nicht vor all den Kraken und Monstern und Gremlins und Bananenwerfenden Affen. Nein unsere kompetente und liebevolle Kapitänin Mavis verstand es vorzüglich uns durch jede Untiefe auf dem Weg zu manövrieren und auch wenn das Schiff im Sturm mal zu kentern drohte war sie immer bereit uns mit rat und tat zur Seite zu stehen wo immer sie konnte. So segelten wir auf unserer Kaperfahrt durch die unruhigen gefilde unseres Bewusstseins auf der Suche nach einzigartigen Schätzen und Kostbarkeiten.
So segelten wir von einer Insel unseres Bewusstseins zur nächsten und es galt auf jeder von ihnen sich seiner persönlichen Quest zu stellen. Nicht als Pflicht oder aus Pflichtgefühl sondern Freiwillig und voller Spaß. Auch hier möchte ich nicht zuviel verraten.
Diese lange und besondere Reise schweißte auch die Crew unseres Schiffes auf eine ganz besondere Weise zusammen so das ich am Ende nur sagen kann, es war eine wundervolle Reise aber jede Reise muß einmal ein Ende haben und ich habe auf dieser Kaperfahrt Schätze gefunden und mitgebracht von denen ich selbst nichtmal wusste das ich sie haben möchte.
Alles in allem kann ich sagen, dass dieser Kurs mein Leben bereichert hat und mir den Mut, die Kraft und das Wissen vermittelt hat um auch in Zukunft weiter auf die Suche nach meinen persönlichen Schätzen zu gehen.
Ein ganz besonderer Dank geht hier nocheinmal an unsere Kapitänin Mavis die mit Kompetenz, Weitsicht und Humor unsere Reise begleitete und uns alle sicher wieder zum heimatlichen Hafen brachte.
I was part of the Balanced Psychonautics Crew 2021. At that time I was in uncoupling-struggles and I felt extremely supported by the intelligent way Mariana coached me throw the probably most difficult intimate relationship-issue at that moment. They helped me to understand and name my trauma reactions. I felt empowered and generously supported.
Thanks to the 8-Circuit-Brain Journey and the methods that we researched along with, I was offered to investigate into the perspective, that Chaos has the potential for a more magic and mysterious life. Who would not want that!
Die 8 Circuit Brain Quest war eine aufregende Reise mit vielen interessanten Wendungen und Turbulenzen, aber sicher und feinfühlig begleitet von Mariana. Sie hat eine Gabe für tiefes Eintauchen in die Psyche. Sie hat mir in verschiedenen Fragen geholfen, die Balance und den Ausweg zu finden. Viele Ideen und Manifestationen habe ich mit Ihrer Hilfe erfolgreich umgesetzt. Sie nimmt sich wirklich die Zeit und die Energie, damit Jeder bekommt, was er sich vorgestellt hat. Sie macht am Anfang die komplette Analyse und am Ende. Ich habe an mir gemerkt, wie weit ich mit meinem Bewusstsein verändert habe und transformiert habe.
Ich habe die ganze Zeit ihre Präsenz als guten Anker und sicheren Hafen wahrgenommen. Man bekommt in diesem Programm sehr viele Ideen und Werkzeuge gezeigt, wie man eigenes Unterbewusstsein erreicht und mit sich selbst verbindet.
Viele praxisnahe Übungen und Rituale lernte ich kennen. Es war eine sehr transformative Reise, die immer noch weitergeht und bei mir auch weitergehen darf.
Mariana ist ein sehr sicherer Coach und beherrscht sehr gut Chaosmanagement.
Do you have any Questions?
If you have any questions about this journey that are not answered here, or you want to get on the early interest list for the next journey, do not hesitate to contact me:
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If you cannot find a spot in my calendy shorthanded, contact me on telegram @chaosurfer23 to set up an interview jump on board.
All photos picturing me are © Maximiliane Wittek, 2021 Graphics were created by DALL-E and me in collaboration Illustrations by Moses Cirulis and Bucky Stardancer.